Dear God,
Thanks for sent him to me. Without him, I won't be here.
But God, honestly, I'm not that thankful. I just try to feel thankful. Like everybody usually does.

He loves me, but I doubt.
He cares about me, but I doubt again.
He's a jerk, yeah I'm sure.

But God, why you force me to love him when he actually always hurts me? Just because without him I won't be here? Just because if I hate him I would be a sinner? If it's like that, I'd rather not be here God. I'd rather be a sinner.
There's no reason anymore to love him.
The more I try to love him, the more he hurts me.
He probably doesn't want to be loved by me.

And now, have I became a sinner? Well, no, I don't want to be a sinner. Because it means I should go to hell.
Then God, what should I do?

Sincerely,

Another Silly Person

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